It doesn't matter why I made the decision I did. It doesn't matter that I miss you incredibly and that I'm hurting even more incredibly because of that decision. What matters is I made that decision and I can't change it. No matter how much I want to. No matter how much I am hurting or how much I miss you. I hurt both of us when I made that decision, but I still know that I made it not because it was a choice between right and wrong; but a choice between what was right and what was best. Even that doesn't matter. All that really matters is I made that decision, and it is something that I have to build a bridge and get over.
That doesn't change my feelings about the matter, it just means that I have to forgive myself for hurting us.
That doesn't change my feelings about the matter, it just means that I have to forgive myself for hurting us.
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