It's been a year now since our last conversation; it's gone much quicker than expected. I thank the Lord for helping me see the truth of the situation and the freedom I now have because I'm longer waiting on your every word, your every want or need. Once I let you take God's place in my life, and completely ruin the person I was; now I have God again and am not looking back. I feel like myself again and I thank-you for showing me that life being not myself and without God is not a life worth living. Thank-you for that and the strength you've unknowingly allowed me to develop.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hKmXPBuzS5E
Three years ago I listened to Pink's song Who Knew thinking how crazy people were for thinking and saying what they thought and could see. I thought (at that time) that we were forever. Now, I'm glad we weren't. Three years later I know myself much better and can see the whole situation from a different, more mature perspective. I was obsessed, not in love, with you back then. A high school obsession that led to me totally ruining myself and my attitudes, values and beliefs for someone of whom now, I haven't talked to in a year; and now I wouldn't have it any other way. I've learned so much from it all in my own time, not anyone elses, and I am grateful because you've shown me how dangerous it is to depend on one person so much; lucky I have God!
Thank-you for breaking my heart/obsession/me because that has shown me and taught me so much more about myself than I could have imagined. Thank-you for no longer being someone I am dependant upon. Thank-you for showing me what true freedom is by trapping me as you did.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hKmXPBuzS5E
Three years ago I listened to Pink's song Who Knew thinking how crazy people were for thinking and saying what they thought and could see. I thought (at that time) that we were forever. Now, I'm glad we weren't. Three years later I know myself much better and can see the whole situation from a different, more mature perspective. I was obsessed, not in love, with you back then. A high school obsession that led to me totally ruining myself and my attitudes, values and beliefs for someone of whom now, I haven't talked to in a year; and now I wouldn't have it any other way. I've learned so much from it all in my own time, not anyone elses, and I am grateful because you've shown me how dangerous it is to depend on one person so much; lucky I have God!
Thank-you for breaking my heart/obsession/me because that has shown me and taught me so much more about myself than I could have imagined. Thank-you for no longer being someone I am dependant upon. Thank-you for showing me what true freedom is by trapping me as you did.
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