Silver Gnat in Asia, when are you coming back?
Elmo, I no longer hear from you as I have in the past; why?
River; why do you think such a thing when there is no possibility it could be true. I'm not like that and never have been. I'm too scared to talk to you about it. Why? I don't even know.
VS, with you being as far away as you are, I feel like I can't talk to you anymore.
GI singer, I feel like I can't be myself around you, I'm always worried I'm going to say or do something that isn't right by you.
Owl, you are still there for me no matter what and can often tell when no one else can that there is something up. Thank-you.
PB, you are the best foster sister I could have wished for; I should have counted my blessings whilst I was still in that town.
LMD, I often forget to pray for you which is sad because you are an amazing foster mother. I do pray (when I remember) that you will get better, or that I will at least get to see you alive one more time. I miss you.
Oh the idea that I could disappear; but God has a better way and a better day. He has something better for me. I have things to look forward to; a possible future with someone.
Without the Lord, I could not keep my head above the water but now I am carried above it as he holds me and helps me continue on my path each day. Though so much goes through my head and I often become down these days, I make sure to count my blessings each day to ensure that I look forward to a brighter tomorrow; for it will most definitely come.
I am, through the Lord's strength and not my own, slowly making myself a more fit disciple. One who still has many walks in the shadows of the valley of death to come, yet will not fear or stress or worry as the Lord is there to help me through, even when it may seem that I am completely detached or separate from the world around me. I try to not be distant with the people around me but sometimes it happens, moreso when I'm worried about someone around me.
I want the best for each and every one of you, please know that. If I am distant around you it's because I'm worried about another one of you. I am so glad to have you all in my life and although I don't talk to some of you as much as I used to (I'm a scared-y cat honestly) I still feel blessed to be your friend.
Blessed be God and may he bless you all.
Elmo, I no longer hear from you as I have in the past; why?
River; why do you think such a thing when there is no possibility it could be true. I'm not like that and never have been. I'm too scared to talk to you about it. Why? I don't even know.
VS, with you being as far away as you are, I feel like I can't talk to you anymore.
GI singer, I feel like I can't be myself around you, I'm always worried I'm going to say or do something that isn't right by you.
Owl, you are still there for me no matter what and can often tell when no one else can that there is something up. Thank-you.
PB, you are the best foster sister I could have wished for; I should have counted my blessings whilst I was still in that town.
LMD, I often forget to pray for you which is sad because you are an amazing foster mother. I do pray (when I remember) that you will get better, or that I will at least get to see you alive one more time. I miss you.
Oh the idea that I could disappear; but God has a better way and a better day. He has something better for me. I have things to look forward to; a possible future with someone.
Without the Lord, I could not keep my head above the water but now I am carried above it as he holds me and helps me continue on my path each day. Though so much goes through my head and I often become down these days, I make sure to count my blessings each day to ensure that I look forward to a brighter tomorrow; for it will most definitely come.
I am, through the Lord's strength and not my own, slowly making myself a more fit disciple. One who still has many walks in the shadows of the valley of death to come, yet will not fear or stress or worry as the Lord is there to help me through, even when it may seem that I am completely detached or separate from the world around me. I try to not be distant with the people around me but sometimes it happens, moreso when I'm worried about someone around me.
I want the best for each and every one of you, please know that. If I am distant around you it's because I'm worried about another one of you. I am so glad to have you all in my life and although I don't talk to some of you as much as I used to (I'm a scared-y cat honestly) I still feel blessed to be your friend.
Blessed be God and may he bless you all.
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