I was trying to think of ways to write this post, but I guess I'm going to just write it as it comes. This year I have been discerning what I should do in the coming year (2013.) Should I go back to uni? Should I get a full time job? Should I get a casual job and do voluntary ministry work in Townsville as I have been doing for most of this year? The 2012 Townsville NET (National Evangelisation Teams) team (just like last year's had) had suggested that I join NET next year, but I thought it was a way out idea and put it to the back of my mind. In the last couple of months though, I keep finding that the idea is coming up more often and in more mysterious ways (God really does have an amazing sense of humour!)
By now you're probably thinking 'Oh wow, this time she really has gone off the deep end."
Well, honestly a year ago, I would have thought the same thing but now, it's really quite reasonable. When four people in one day suggest the same thing without having talked to one another about it, when other things keep popping up suggesting the same thing, well, you have to start to wonder.
So where does that leave me after all that babbling? I am now seriously considering joining NET next year. Silver Gnat doesn't know about this, and neither does G-face and I will be talking to a couple of people this week to find out their opinions on the matter. I have the application forms and am just waiting on the right time to go through them.
In other news, Silver Gnat is still overseas; two months after he left and one month after the original time he was going to be heading back. What effect does this have on me? Because I have deactivated my facebook, therefore removing all forms of communication between him and myself other than email; I now have a great opportunity of healing and time to get my head on straight. (Ie this means that I now have the opportunity to make myself let go of him.) This also means that I will be in the right mentality (a single mentality of not having feelings for anyone and being a happy single. [not that I've wanted to have feelings for Silver Gnat in any case])
Talking about being a happy single, I'm feeling like I've lost some of my non- catholic friends in the last couple of months, it's like they've fallen away (become too busy) to want to spend time with me. I guess I can't really do too much about that and I'm not going to waste my headspace on it either.
Well, that's all I can think about that's worthy of being on here (not that more than half of what is written was anyway) for now. I hope all of you are going well and that life is treating you wonderfully!
Tropical Cyclone Catherine Tree
By now you're probably thinking 'Oh wow, this time she really has gone off the deep end."
Well, honestly a year ago, I would have thought the same thing but now, it's really quite reasonable. When four people in one day suggest the same thing without having talked to one another about it, when other things keep popping up suggesting the same thing, well, you have to start to wonder.
So where does that leave me after all that babbling? I am now seriously considering joining NET next year. Silver Gnat doesn't know about this, and neither does G-face and I will be talking to a couple of people this week to find out their opinions on the matter. I have the application forms and am just waiting on the right time to go through them.
In other news, Silver Gnat is still overseas; two months after he left and one month after the original time he was going to be heading back. What effect does this have on me? Because I have deactivated my facebook, therefore removing all forms of communication between him and myself other than email; I now have a great opportunity of healing and time to get my head on straight. (Ie this means that I now have the opportunity to make myself let go of him.) This also means that I will be in the right mentality (a single mentality of not having feelings for anyone and being a happy single. [not that I've wanted to have feelings for Silver Gnat in any case])
Talking about being a happy single, I'm feeling like I've lost some of my non- catholic friends in the last couple of months, it's like they've fallen away (become too busy) to want to spend time with me. I guess I can't really do too much about that and I'm not going to waste my headspace on it either.
Well, that's all I can think about that's worthy of being on here (not that more than half of what is written was anyway) for now. I hope all of you are going well and that life is treating you wonderfully!
Tropical Cyclone Catherine Tree
Joining NET would be the most best for Squiggly Lady! Self gives up-vote.
ReplyDeleteSidekick says, that one day should set a time for to chat! Mayhaps even a coffee date like Sidekick and Evil Stepmummy recently did!
PS- Did know that word verification on? Word verification most evil.