The best end to 2011...

Today was the day. The day I finally found out what it feels like to be truly alone and lonely in life. It was supposed to be a great day; now it's a complete shambles. I've hurt one of my very best friends, and she was one of the last I had. Now, I have no family here to comfort me and no friends closer than 500km away that I can talk to. Even my housemates have gone out of town for New Years so I am literally home, alone and lonely as ever. It's really my fault I have no one. I can never say the right thing, stick around long enough, put in enough effort or be understanding enough and now I'm the one suffering for it. I'm sorry to those I've hurt and hope that in time, things will be ok again.

Nice way to bring in the New Year, huh?

I'm going to have a Happy New Year. :/

P.S. I really am sorry, I didn't mean for it to turn out this way...