Numb. Painfully numb. Today I lost a great friend. Who am I kidding. I lost her before this year began. Try as I might to give all I could despite all else, it wasn't enough. You are still around but you made it clear you don't want to be friends anymore. I have missed you the last couple of months and will continue to, but I understand you want ad little to do with me as possible and I respect your wishes. I will always be here, thick or thin. Please know that. At least now I know where I stand.

Goodbye dear frog. Good bye and good luck.