A blog of rantings, music, tips and advice I've found/recieved, inspirational quotes and how I plan to implement more positivity into my life to [finally] get myself out of the messy web of thoughts and emotions that I've got myself buried into over the past three 20 years. I'm hoping to find myself in a much better position this time next year. By this time next year, I plan to:
- No longer be awake after midnight for more than two nights per week (Read: I will only allow myself to be awake after midnight for an absolute maximum of two nights per week.)
- Be able to keep my room tidy for at least five out of seven days of the week. (Read: I will clean as I go so that my room doesn't end up like a pigsty.)
- Be able to keep my washing either down to two loads per week or wash as soon as I have a load of washing to do. (Read: I will do my washing when it needs to be done, not wait until it reaches a point where I shudder to think about it.)
- Put away my washing as soon as it is dry. (Read: I will fold the clothes and put them in my drawers or put them on hangers, NOT leave them in baskets to chill for weeks on end.)
This is just the beginning. I am going to see the appropriate people and take the appropriate actions to get better. It's going to be a long hard road, but I am going to try. If not for me, then for at least antelope, firefox, baffles and frog. Taking the easy road out is not always the best option, and it hurts more people (Ie Flea's way of getting out hurt so many, and continues to do so;) therefore I will make the effort. After all, I don't want these people to hurt; they mean too much to me and are too valuable in their own rights to have to deal with something like what I've been contemplating.
Au revoir for now.
PS. Thank-you to the wise one for today; you've given me at least some hope, even though it sounds like a joke to me to be told that my life can be a fully happy one.
UPDATE: Re-reading that I realised how heavy it is for a first post; they aren't all going to be like this, I promise.
Au revoir for now.
PS. Thank-you to the wise one for today; you've given me at least some hope, even though it sounds like a joke to me to be told that my life can be a fully happy one.
UPDATE: Re-reading that I realised how heavy it is for a first post; they aren't all going to be like this, I promise.
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